today...

was a much better day...thank goodness for that...

love and light <3>

sigh...

geeze Blogger was being a PITA today...

so i have been thinking about the above graphic a lot lately...realizing that the time has come to change a few more things in my life i guess...that is the easy decision...but what to change is a bit more difficult.  its not just as easy as saying, "I don't like my job"...not really.  There are many reasons why you might not like your job that have nothing to do with the job itself...getting to the root causes and exploring why you feel a particular way is quite a bit more difficult. 

compounding this situational frustrastraion is the stress i feel from every direction at the moment...and going to yoga is not keeping me sane at this point since i have not been able to go very often due to 50 thousand other things that i am responsible for at the moment...

next week we will be on vacation with the ILs and i fear that all this will do is magnify the already apparent cracks in the foundation and make my lose my shit in front of them.  mother of the year...right here.